I`m Lost.....

Well.. i tried to work hard to get good Kokurikulum + Kukurikulum .... But my father juz said what use you get so good for it? whats the point? ..... hais! I was thinking.... dude i`m doing all this for my self right? ...... since i`m so NOT-TALENTED person.. i have to do something to excel myself.... well Haish!! and he said i must aim onli ACADEMIC ... well didn`t I study for my academics... hais! Well.. I`m Lost =.=!